Why do you always show up to me
in my phone’s clock?
What wonders are you to bring?
You have already brought upon me
a bounding memory, a sad death
which my heart can never be restored of.
To what reason is your sudden appearance?
To what importance do you present yourself
every moment I lay my eyes on you?
I am afraid for do you show yourself
to warn me of an impending death once again?
I am truly afraid, what else is there
that awaits me in your sudden appearance?
I keep on looking at these signs,
what else could you mean?
Months? Days? Weeks? Years?
A group? People?
This is driving me insane.
And yet now you slowly fade away
from all this. What games are you playing?
Are you to return?
You’ve never dealt me any good but if
you are to return, tell me
its really something worth writing.
I can’t keep staying up due to my petty worries.
Two minutes before a quarter,
my mind is simply crazed at the sight of you.