O kay tagal kitang hinintay
sa mahabang panahong ito,
aking minamahal na Irog.
Kay layong aking tinahak
sa mga daang lubak,
upang makasama ka, Mahal.
Umaga’t gabi, ika’y ninanais
punuin mo ako, Mahal
ng aking inaasam na pag-aaruga
O hagkan mo ako, dinggin ko,
pagka’t nasa iyong bisig
ang aking hinahanap
sa tinagal ng panahong ito.
O kay tagal kitang hinintay,
marapating mo sanang suklian ito.
So I found this in my journal. It wasn’t the usual diary entry about how my day went. It was about how I felt; nothing specific: no names, no places… nothing was mentioned, purely sentiments. There was this page only containing this. And I bet I was listening to this song when I was writing this. Yes, despite of it being a journal entry, I want to share it with the world. Please bear with me for I’m a girl; I get infatuated too.
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Remove all the feelings that were there, because you were not supposed to have them in the first place. Remove all the malice in every action done upon, because it was not intended for you. Forget every moment of hope with him, because you know the truth now. You know who he is and what awaits him. You shall face loss. You can still chase after him,but there’s someone standing, waiting, if not for you, then to be simply with you.
No malice, no hint of romance, nothing. Go back to square one.
He will be there instead. And make sure you look at him with different eyes.
No more lies, to yourself or to others. Forgive yourself and forgive others. Everything will be all right. Lower your standards? Yes, for perfection is in simplicity. Believe me. Speak of truth and love; nothing will be in your way. Live for yourself, die for others.
Oh God. I’m such a girl. Help me.
Just tell me everything’s going to be all right;
that the bed bugs won’t bite and ghosts won’t come tonight,
that they won’t haunt me in my dreams
because its dreams all I have left, so it seems.
Just tell me everything’s going to be all right;
that in this cold night you’ll hold me tight,
so that I won’t feel so alone and oh so sad
because being with you is the best I’ve ever had.
Just tell me everything’s going to be all right;
that I’ll hear your voice through the night,
singing me lullabies to keep the sadness away
and that happiness is here to stay.
Just tell me everything’s going to be all right
so that I don’t keep putting up a fight.
I’ll put on a strong front instead,
and smile at them as if everything’s been said.
Just tell me everything’s going to be all right,
because right now, it’s all that I need.
What's In My Mind... 