Passive Heart

I do not know really if I should keep going on with this thing. So the tides seem to be telling me that I should go for it. But some say otherwise. But you know, maybe I should tell him what’s going on within me and let the rest be history. No doubt I am afraid of how things will happen. But I know what I want and I know it is to be with you. A lot of things are definitely preventing (or even stopping) me, but I know I can get through these; Just let me muster enough courage to let me tell how I really feel about you. I do hope that you feel the same way for me, because I’d love to know who you really are, and to be there for you when everything else just isn’t right. I’ll listen to you and be with you. I may not really know who all of this is supposed to be, and how to begin. But I’m letting you know now, that I am helplessly in love with you.

I pray that you feel the same way too.

Bits and Pieces In My Mind After The World Ended

The beauty of sorrow.

Words at its perfection at the peak of ultimate emotion.

Narcolepsy.

Waiting. So this is how it feels like.
A thousand drums beating on my chest.

Getting angry is actually punishing yourself with others’ mistakes.

I am blinded by the emotions overflowing from my heart.

For man’s desire has no end, it is a real challenge to achieve happiness and satisfaction.

I taste blood in my mouth.

The Unpredictable

I first saw you in June,
and I got infatuated too soon.
But then in July I changed my mind
maybe there’ll be someone better whom I’ll find.
August, September just came by,
which only proved that time can fly.
October arrived and the weather changed
time came for my thoughts to be arranged.
In November there was no time to spare
for it was then I realized, for you, I had my heart to share.
And now it’s December,
right before you, I’m saying the words I hope you’ll remember.